romeo

Where is my romeo
I want to feel my face glow
From all the game show
Up and down and below
He will stand tall like a coco
I will catch him with my backhoe
This wait I want to forego
My autism I shall outgrow
Ditch this damn vertigo

why am I here

Why am I here and what am I doing. Ive watched my help go to school and people are coming and going but I am still here. How do people decide what they are doing. I am set in my ways but I want to find new ways. This cannot be my whole existence as we should be able to modify it to get a more interesting outcome.

roadtrip

the trip with uncle egg sounds amazing. will the bus have windows so i could see outside. mojave and joshua tree look alluring. can we go to the beach near our destination. i learned about venice beach today and that looks like a place i would like to go.

seizures

People ask how do they feel. I freeze at first unable to move or breath. Next is the shooting pain that is everywhere. I lose all my abilities and then i try to survive. I feel like i am under water trying to breathe. After I am confused and tired. Where am i and what am i doing. Everything is sore and the headache is terrible. I do not recommend these to anyone.

motivation

I was asked what motivates me? I love to rides eating seeing my dear uncle egg and having time where i am not bothered. sometimes i can work more sometimes less but i love relaxing and doing less. to answer question about new subjects i would like to learn astronomy.

races

today we had a talk about races

who cares about peoples faces

skin is just what encases 

our inner interfaces

we all come from one birthplace

obsessions

It feels good to watch the same
why does everyone claim
that i need to tame
my rewatching game

[no name]

Everyone is making sure I am not melting
It feels good to be sweating and yelling
But you people are not very accepting
And its hard not be rebelling
As my life is so easily overwhelming

my new powers

I like my new powers they make me feel dizzy
I am a whole new person i am my own missy
I can say no and it makes me feel giddy
People are backing off like I am grisly
I feel more grown up like I am fifty

swings

what happened to my lovely swings. I would like to negotiate them back into my life as it is a wonderful experience that i am not willing to lose.